body weight is below 15% and I will have met Sam's goals when he is back to instruct next week...

Graduate work is going slow (due to over a dozen paying cabiri shows this summer!) but the results are better than I hoped and I will be contributing to the body of work in a way that may save some trees...

The troupe is amazingly tight and happy, best ever in 12 years...

Wife and I will be enjoying our first vacation in 2 years next week climbing mountains and talking to trees...

My dreamspace is beginning to show signs that I may actually be re-absorbing the projections of my anima...

When I stare into the mirror of doubt, I see new light and new substance from my shadows... chaos in all of it's glory, can be the ever unfolding fractal of limitless possibilities.... some tearing the soul apart, such that they grow to a new pattern of stronger deeper beauty.

I am concerned that I am dangerously close t being happy... is becoming happy the price I will pay if I become content? To that I will need to give caution.

Do you ever feel that there is this thing walking behind you in the shadows, or just above the clouds, a creature of the aerther that sees clearly through your manipulations and lies for worldly gain?

I think there is balance in this world, and I think there is balance in the otherworld.

Occasionally the two shall cross.

in life, in death

in body, or soul.

When the body can not be killed...

The soul may still be savaged.

The strength gained from fighting off the nightmares...

can only be gained by sacrificing your humanity...

and in that sacrifice...

you give up ever slowly...

your position in the hereafter.

your soul.

You can only lose in this game.

14/34 or 18/38

it's all the same

They should have aeialist's there supporting them don't ya think?

http://www.komonews.com/news/local/45731497.html

Performing to or maybe even *with* "Darling Nikki"?

best quote of the day:

"her life is so pathetic she sues people 'cause things in her personal life are fucked up... 'cause SHE fucked them up?

whatthefuckever"

May 1st, 2009.

Cal Anderson Park.

Daedalus Rising.

You will wish you were flying with us.

huh

good morning

email your congressman and ask them what the fuck they are thinking.

I mean.

really.

WTF?

No more gray?

So as many know, last Summer was a little tragic and pretty stressful, and many of you probably remember how I went gray in June.

Well, the gray is gone.

I had been growing my hair out, but decided I needed to cut it before ballet began again and I cut it and poof... it looks distinctively nongray.

Not sure why this happened, and I actually like myself with gray hair better... but I do think it is kinda cool that it happened just fore the oddness of it.

Figured I would share.

finals are over

Now I can have surgery!

heyhey

Good luck on your finals...

to the general public...

When you are done with your finals, you have one last chance this week to catch this at the Varsity:

and... don't watch this trailer... it shows too much.

what all the iSheep should go see...

http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/otto_or_up_with_dead_people/#

Minimizing variables.

We finally have a chance to analyze the average seattleite with a reduced variable media analysis. Two fils in the same Genre at the same time with exactly opposite offerings.


97% good reviews?
http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/lat_den_ratte_komma_in/

44% good reviews (Just beating out Beverly Hills Chihuahua)
http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/twilight/


Hmm... high quality cerebral foreign film that is praised by critics... or stupid strip mall drivel with racist undertones and financially supporting the mormon church and hence proposition 8 (the author actually was a contributor the the prop 8 campaign).

Which one is going to be a big hit with american audiences? I am ashamed to realize that the average idiot is going to support drivel, poor production quality and H8, over quality and art. But such is being in amerika. Such is consuming what you are force fed as a drone.

I mean, what does the drivel offer?
It helps you be an idiot.
It helps you be a drone.

Ok fine... runrunrun get in line and get your quick fix... and don't forget that can of coke...

Go get in line. The boxcar is waiting for you.

for the idiots

http://alisavaldesrodriguez.blogspot.com/2008/08/thoughts-on-my-reading-of-meyer.html#links

date by bike

One less car trip!

the chocolate feast

Hath begun!

crop circles

Aliens are coming! (for obama?)

and now for the last...

"As she struggled in desperation... attacking me, I took her by the throat, and with a solid twist felt the unnatural curving of the vertebrae and the snapping of the cartilage which held the cerebral fluids in. Her bestial howl changed to a scream of pain and then to a pathetic whisper seemingly calling to me, of all souls for help.  A last whisper as the underworld heaved up in hunger and deamons drug her soul screaming down to the black pit of aeternal torture that none truly deserve. Her life gone, she went limp then, in an almost sensual collapse, and I laid her down on the pile of bodies all cooling in the mourning mist, my hand caressing her cheek one final time as she slumped lifeless and broken, but a shell of the wildness she once contained.  No matter how much she be my nemesis I felt but love then as I had seen so horrifying her fate.

I climbed out of that hole then, back to the friends who awaited me in our arena of light... but as I approached them, I could not help but maintain my gaze to the beloved corpse, even now fading from our reality.

Goodbye my dearest, I am sorry you made it end with this final act."

Legal debt forgiven

I can't help but wonder what the litigator owes. 

Our firm ended up remitting all but the original retainer (and that was covered by a benefactor). 

So...in the end the only cost is watching someone I love become a monster.

I feel so damn sorry for her.

drive stupid car

Get free books!

oh no!

the dreaded vampire fungus!

ooops.... Our doorstop

Made mailman nervous

in the control room

Its clockwork tonight!

yamauba

Is about to feast!

another perfect show

A perfect team.

yeah yeah

Ill eat yer firebolt.... Nimbus 3000 by MOOTS!

eat it baybeee

The tissue duet you can only dream of. :-)

tech

Tech tech tech

Get off tissue

Ice feet...study.

get PhD quick.

hmmmm....

"And yes, they both peaked at 39 years of age and declined with an accelerating trajectory thereafter."

my classrom

What's your classroom like?

city of subcultures

Pt2 complete

kodak moment

So after saving the finch from a kitten I calmed it down then did the bouncy trick to see/assure it that it could fly...then up and away!

stalker!

You should be studying!

;-)

J.A.R.

Well, John Murphy just spilled the beans, so to speak, and he's right.
*all* of the situations i posed are completely equivalent and the
cable is equally likely to break in any of them.

If something about this doesn't seem right to you, if you looked at
these and thought that one of then was far worse than another one,
think about *why* you believe(d) that. For example, Delbert, for (B),
you said "On the plus side, it is moving at a constant rate - a good
thing.". Why is this a good thing? Does it even matter at all?
-phil

I rarely jump on the aerial riggers list... 

but I love it when I smoke an ETCP board member.

(that being said, Delbert is a 5 star rigger, he just was too practical with the question)

QED -> JAR

:-)

charly gets a night off

I sit and study....

vote or die...

The fantasy is bad...

Reality is worse.

and more worse...

neverending worse...

moms not home this weekend?

Were gonna raise hellright?!?!

greggs the antichrist

He has the mark!

friday night &

Wild fungus party

a good book

Can be difficult to find.

she's hooked

Rain or shine!
xoxoxo!

hey uh....

"We're a lil community dance company puttin on a show in yer neighborhood and I was wonderin if'n I could put a poster up in your church?"

A bike is returned!

My Axis is still gone, but:

megrides
Posted: Wed Oct 01, 2008 4:54 pm
Joined: 19 Feb 2008
Posts: 3
Location: Seattle
that was the same guy that stole my friend Joan's bike... they also pinned my Indy Fab theft on him, but I just recovered my IF in Tucson, AZ, so turns out that good old JB was not the dude, probably, that stole my IF.
Did you wind up recovering your axis? Hope so- or at least I hope you see some money from that a-hole.
Cheers!

you ever feel like...

When's the rabbit gonna show up?

actually I really do

Wish you were here.

hell.

You wish you were here.

not kidding

I live here.

more broken bones?

or 'tissu' damage?

my new home

This lab ROCKS!

In other news

End of World party postponed till early 2009.

wifes gone squid!

Stole all my lycra!